Wednesday, January 28, 2015

I am just the messenger... again. :)

Yes.. I realize I had a baby 6 months ago, but sometimes God puts things in motion in your life that you just can't ignore.

 Today I got the profile of a couple (no details obviously because I haven't met them yet or talked to them about this blog...) and as I read their information and saw their photos and the reasons they wanted to be parents I was covered in goosebumps. This journey will be ENTIRELY different. Like...really different and I'm super excited.

THIS brings me joy people. Helping others to become parents. I can't describe it any other way than it's a "calling." My Dr. says I am perfectly healthy and ready to carry a baby again if I wish. I hopefully get to meet these new IPs sometime in the next few weeks, and if we like each other we move to the next step.

I wrote a blog post for SAI (My agency) about meeting potential IPs and surrogates and if you'd like to read it you can see it here.

My last IPs are so happy with little Alaya!! I love seeing that they are a family now, and I am updated on their lives every now and then. Its just perfect. They head back to Indonesia soon and I am ready and willing to help them again in the future if they ever want to try for another baby!

Life is really amazing..and while some will read this post and think "She's crazy for wanting to do this again so soon," I just hope they also understand that what I feel and receive as inspiration for my choices are my own. Its not for them to understand. It makes sense to me, and to my husband and family, and that's all that matters to us. I look forward to documenting this new journey!!!!!

(My face when I think "Ahhh I'm doing this again!!")